Ash McAuliffe-Shave
Ian Sweet's new album is an absolute masterpiece, a captivating blend of emotion and melody that's impossible to resist. Up there as a true musical highlight of 2023.
Favorite track: FIGHT.
Supercompressor
Man, this album has been a total sideswipe. Wasn't prepared for how much I'd enjoy this. Received it with the Polyvinyl subscription, but would absolutely pay for it. Stacked album with no misses. Would recommend a listen.
Favorite track: FIGHT.
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Talkin on the phone
In the dark
You’re whisperin for some reason
Like you’re tryin to keep a secret
Locked up safe and sound
Don’t want word to get around
Locked up safe and sound
Don’t want word to get around
Oh i’ve been a mess
Haven’t slept
Started smoking again
And i’m tryin to grow my hair out
But i keep cuttin my bangs
Everytime you say my name
Let me see your hands
Oh where have they been
You’ve been holdin onto hers
You’ve been playin in the dirt
Tangled up with the worms
Locked up safe and sound
Don’t want word to get around
Locked up safe and sound
Don’t want word to get around
Oh i’ve been a mess
Haven’t slept
Started smoking again
And i’m tryin to grow my hair out
But i keep cuttin my bangs
Everytime you say my name
Baby we don’t talk about it
Well i’m tryin to forget it happened
Baby we don’t talk about it
Well i’m tryin to forget it happened
Oh i’ve been a mess
Haven’t slept
Started smoking again
And i’m tryin to grow my hair out
But i keep cuttin my bangs
Everytime you say my name
I stopped writing you down
As my emergency contact
I bet you’re glad that you don’t have
To come runnin
Everytime i fall back
The light it out in my kitchen
But i’m still washin the dishes
Avoiding all existence
And it gets so dark sometimes
But I keep you out of sight
Not read to see what i’m missin
I don’t mind
I don’t mind
I don’t wanna get it right
I don’t mind
I don’t mind
I don’t wanna get it right
This time
I cry cry cry in the shower
Tears and water
Are no different
And i could call you i know you’d listen
But i keep you at a safe distance
Park my car
On your street
I heard that song and had to scream
I made too many enemies
So i’ll leave this city
Or keep runnin
No slowin down or givin in
At least until the drugs kick in
I don’t mind
I don’t mind
I don’t wanna get it right
I don’t mind
I don’t mind
I don’t wanna get it right
This time
I watched you like an instant classic
Memorized every line, every scene
Act it out in my sleep
Rewind and repeat
Someone else can watch you now
Cuz it can’t be me
I don’t mind
I don’t mind
I don’t wanna get it right
I don’t mind
I don’t mind
I don’t wanna get it right
This time
In the backseat
On the highway
Going 105
You’re lookin in the rearview
You got the clearview
You want me for your whole life
I know i’m not makin sense
I know i stop mid sentence
And pretend i forget
What i’m gonna say
It’s cuz i’m afraid
It’s cuz i’m afraid
But if you
Kiss me like you mean it
Kiss me like you’re leavin
You’re spit tastes different
Kiss me like you mean it
Make me believe it
Make me believe it
In the distance
There’s somethin missin
Tongue tied like a knot
Can’t get the words out
I need a minute
Or a million
To tell you how i’m feelin now
I know i’m not makin sense
I know i stop mid sentence
And pretend i forget
What i’m gonna say
It’s cuz i’m afraid
This will all go away
But if you
Kiss me like you mean it
Kiss me like you’re leavin
You’re spit tastes different
Kiss me like you mean it
Make me believe it
Make me believe it
SUCKER, Jillian Medford's fourth album as IAN SWEET, is a massive leap forward for the songwriter and pop auteur. Perfectly merging her recently showcased pop sensibilities with the widescreen indie rock that she first made her name on, SUCKER is both sumptuous and fully realized, as Medford digs her hands into tough questions about looking ahead and personal growth. Her musical voice has only become more unique amidst an ever-growing field, and SUCKER is proof positive that even with a considerable discography in her arsenal, Medford is just getting started.
SUCKER follows Medford’s 2021 breakthrough and Polyvinyl debut Show Me How You Disappear, which chronicled her time spent in an intensive outpatient program that included six hours of group therapy a day. “Show Me How You Disappear was written during a really difficult period of my life after reckoning with a mental health crisis,” she explains. “I survived that very moment in my life through writing that record, and the extreme urgency to heal is reflected in the songwriting. With SUCKER, I felt more capable to take my time and experiment without being totally afraid of the outcome. It wasn't life or death—it was just life, and I was lucky to be living it.”
Work on the new album started in the fall of 2022; feeling newly untethered in the wake of a "COVID relationship" that had recently come to pass, Medford took a cross-country road trip from her L.A. home to an artist residency at The Outlier Inn – a New York Catskills based recording studio where she took up residence to demo and produce SUCKER in full. “I was feeling very stuck in L.A. and was trying to get comfortable with spending more time alone again,” she recalls about her hermetic confines, which included 24-hour studio access to create in an unfettered fashion. “I went there not knowing exactly what I wanted to do or make, but I knew I wanted to explore and get out of my comfort zone. I forced myself to make things on the spot, in the moment and not overthink it too much.”
Feeling inspired, Medford brought her demos to life with co-producers Alex Craig (Binki, Claud) and Strange Ranger's Isaac Eiger along with mixing engineer Al Carlson (St. Vincent, Jessica Pratt), all of whom helped shape SUCKER into its current form—a record that reconciles Medford’s beginnings with where she’s landed at this current moment. “I revisited the reasons why I started playing music to begin with,” she explains. “I wanted to get more personal and showcase a more confident side musically and lyrically. I’ve always been very doubtful about my own work and don’t often share it with a lot of people. But there was something about this record where I felt very secure with what I was writing about and wanted everyone to hear.”
The result: ten songs that count as the strongest Medford’s ever put to tape, bringing to mind the guitar heroics of indie rock legends Broken Social Scene, the searing hooks of ‘90s alternative rock, Leslie Feist’s dusky songwriting, and shoegaze’s warmth. The quietly explosive title track is practically a miniature epic, with oceanic guitars rippling behind Medford’s tactile vocals, while first single “Your Spit” swerves and sways with a distinctly pop gait that packs a punch.
“Sometimes I get imposter syndrome when I write poppier music, because of who people assume I actually am as a musician, and where they’d like me to fit in in the ‘indie’ space.” she says while talking about the song’s sound as well as navigating the expectations that come with being boxed in genre-wise. “I think the indie rock world really feeds off trauma. If you’re not going through something terrible, people are like, ‘What’s the story?’ That’s fucked me up a bit, but it’s a really beautiful thing when you’re feeling healthy and it shows in your music, too — and I don’t want to be forced into any narrative.”
Indeed, SUCKER showcases Medford’s ability to push herself into previously unexplored territory: The arpeggiated and dusky beauty of “Emergency Contact” belies the songs’ biting sarcasm, as Medford reflects on codependency and a recent breakup that forced her to recognize destructive patterns she willingly—and sometimes, purposefully—falls into in spite of her best interests. “There’s some sneering energy to it, as I’m trying to convince myself that I didn’t really want what I had lost anyway,” she says. Then there’s the surging and anthemic “Smoking Again,” which Medford describes with a laugh as “pretty dramatic” before breaking down the song’s all-too-relatable themes: “I often put myself in situations that I know won’t be beneficial to me, just to get a rise out of myself. Almost like setting up obstacles just to see if I could overcome them.”
The disorienting sensation of falling in love and staying in love appears throughout SUCKER, but this isn’t a break up album so much as it is a reclamation album. “I’ve put a lot of pressure on myself over the years, and with this record I think the intention was to let go and put more trust in myself,” Medford states while discussing how this splendid album represents where she’s at as an artist—and SUCKER feels like the culmination of her personal and professional accomplishments so far, as well as the first step in a bold and exciting new future for IAN SWEET as a whole.
credits
released November 3, 2023
All songs written by IAN SWEET
Produced by Alex Craig and IAN SWEET
Additional production by Isaac Eiger
Live Drums by Dan Howard
Engineered by Eamon Ford
Mastering by Joe LaPorta
Cover Photo by Lucy Sandler
Design & Layout by Alexa Viscius
Song Titles Lettering by Becca Christman
Alvvays has always been great, but with this album they took it to the next level. Every one of these songs is lodged in my brain now, permanently (in a good way). s. moxley
I knew nothing about Squirrel Flower going into this. I loved the album front to back as it reminds me of so much music that I enjoy. Her beautiful voice is an awesome contrast to the fuzz of the guitars. It was tough to choose a favorite song. BobandoCommando
As far as indie albums in the 2010's and beyond go, this is one of the most cohesive and emotive albums I've experienced looking back on it and is Jay Som's best album tokyonoir
A solarpunk concept album set in the not-too-distant tomorrow, Tom John Hall uses elegantly wrought art rock to tell a winding tale. Bandcamp New & Notable Nov 25, 2023